My Life Anew

The leaves fall golden around my feet, and it is though this beautiful death spiral I now feel my breath catch in my throat. How strange that this decay is so enchanting, that the golden bliss of summer should now fall around my feet, crunching with every one of my burdened steps. The crisp air clears my head and with a deep sigh I lift my head; the intensity of the deep and peaceful sky swallows my feeble thoughts and leaves me with a strange sense of comfort.

So much has changed, so many strange thoughts now consume my mind.

Love eats away at my mind; I am devoured by an intense desire to know and understand the meaning behind something so irrational and strangely beautiful. There lies a quiet mystery beneath all of life: some meaning that drives every passion, a secret behind every wind and a purpose behind every smile. The days melt softly into each other, blending quietly and peacefully into the wisps of white, across an intense blue sky that knows no end. This form of life is foreign to me, for there is some quiet enjoyment and purpose that fringes the edges of my days. I fear I may be holding far too tightly to those I love, but they are irreplaceable and nothing shall empty them of my thoughts.

Each day this life entwines itself with more and more of my surroundings, and it is in the depths of my loneliness where I realize life continues on, whether or not you have time to prepare. Every change is permanent, for time rarely bothers to look back.

With each crisp breath of air I slowly realize how beautiful it is to be alive.